My Teaching life~

when i was young,
teacher and fren always ask me wht is my ambition?
i always giv them same answer : bcum a teacher..
after i finish form 5, finish my PLKN and entered F6,
den i start thinkin wht am i gonna do now?
i start apply teacher training and temporary teacher.
i apply for 2 times also din chosen for teacher training..
but i apply 2 times for temporary teacher 2 times been chosen..
haha... am i have the luck to bcum temporary teacher?
1st time i decline it as dunno y i bcum scared when the chances comes to me..
2nd times i accept it for 2 reason..
i) i promise my sis dat when i been chosen , i will accept the job as my sis say dun make her felt shame ( she is the one who help me pass up the form of apply temporary teacher )
ii) i would like to giv me a try to bcum a teacher , see whether my interest are on teacher or elsewhere...

on 24th june,
i start my 1st day at primary school..
i was damn nervours and scared...
dat time i really felt dat me myself who dunno how to swim been through into the sea and try ur best to survive..
no one can help u ...
and 1st day bcum a teacher i felt too bad.. everything seen like not goin smoothly..
but slowly...slowly...
i start can control class and know sum technique to teach..
at least gt learn sth ...hehe..

i bcum a temporary teacher for one++ month..
among this one ++ month,
i felt dat my "tong shi" treat me quite good..
they are helpful, funny, and i had learn a lot of teaching technique frm them...
quite thankful for those who help me among this period..

about my students..
when i talk about my student, just one word can describe them : headache
all are naughty and once they familiar wf u,
they can b very noisy de..
and some are many problem..
u need to solve different problem everyday..
but when they are good to u, its hard for them to listen wht u order them do..
so the class will lost control slowly..
and quite many time other teacher help me control the class..
its make me shame lah...
dat time i really felt like i dunno how to teach..
always need mahuan other teacher help me control class/ disturb them teaching..>.<
really felt like myself no use...

but sumtimes my students quite cute too..
once they noe is me who entered the class,
sum of my student will run towards me and help me take my things..
even when early in the morning they saw me reach school,
they also will do so..i really felt they are cute...
but when they get naughty and din listen to me at class...
i din felt them are cute.. hehe... quite reality ler..
bo bian.. who ask them make me angry..

after one ++ month.. before i finish my teaching life on 15th august..
i got giv them present..erm.. just the keropok and sweet only lah
hehe..but i wont forget some special students who is quite good to me
they really cute ~
but i dun think im suitable bcum a teacher lor..
coz i dun even can control the class and everytime enter the class,
i need shout or scold so tht they will bcum quiet..
sometimes really felt myself quite "shi bai"...
i dun think i will teaching again lor..
since i have such bad experience...
but future things who can expect?
just hoping dat everything i do in the future will goes smoothly..